but what the hell.
what do you think about at 2:30 in the morning?
think of stupid questions that just make my head hurt and want to slam it into a plank of nails. no i am not suicidal but i’m stupid for sure.
what is with the whole “human and acceptance thing” its just in human nature to care about others opinions and wanting to feel ‘“wanted” right? why is that. or is that only applicable to people with no self confidence and low self esteem? maybe that’s me but that’s not really my issue here. the problem lies in the fact that who you thought were your friends are really not when it comes down to picking sides. its ridiculous actually how flawed and delicate a friendship or any relationship really is. screw time machines and stuff, i rather have a truth machine so i know who i should be treating better and who i shouldn’t even give two shits about. why waste time on someone who doesn’t reciprocate those feelings?